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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Yesterday I went to the movies with Adam. We watched the new Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles movie. It was pretty ghey, but I liked being there with Adam. He's a really awesome guy. I like him a lot. But just so everyone knows, him and I are not dating at the moment. I mean, I really want to be his girlfriend, but it's too soon...seeing as I just broke up with Alex on Tuesday (March 20th).
Afterward, me and Adam went to the park. It was fun. There was a lot of mud and puddles, but they weren't that bad.
However, later in the evening when we were at our houses, we found some stuff out. We found out that Brian had told Alex about me and Adam going out to the movies. It was really fucked up, because I confided that in Brian, and then he goes off and tells. I need to learn to stop trusting that little bastard, because he does that every goddamn time.

Adam has band practice today, and Alex is in the same band...so, I'm hoping everything goes well. :[

 


Saturday, January 13, 2007

Damnit.

It's so weird how much can change in such a short period of time.

Jerry and I broke up.

</3


Friday, December 22, 2006

Yay! :D

Yeppers, I'm moving on with my life. All is right with the world. ^_^ And I'm never going to discuss this topic again.

Soooo...I haven't talked to Jerry for like 2 days now, and I really really miss him! T_T
I should be working on my homework, but I can't really get into it. >.>
Gr gr gr...

I need to show Jerry how much he truly means to me. Geebus, I love that boy so much... :[
I wish he knew the extent of it. -_-
~Sarah <3


Thursday, December 21, 2006

So, I'm going to turn this thing into a journal.

I suppose I'm not through with you, Xanga! [Damn it] >.<
Well, where should I start...?
Perhaps an update would be nice? along with an explaination of that AIM convo that I posted in my last entry? Sure, we'll start there.

Okaaaaay, Brian and I went out for 6 months. From May 26th until November 22nd. Not exactly 6 months, but pretty damn close. Everything was going grand during the summer months, maybe because we didn't see each other all the time. I dunno...I actually think it's because we didn't know each all that well. I mean, we talked constantly, but w/e. Kay, so, starting in September we began to fight A LOT. Like, everyday, and it would be over stupid stuff like politcs, skim milk vs. whole milk...I think you get the picture. Long story short: I broke up with him once in October, felt bad for doing it, got back with him, told him he had a month to change, he didn't, so I broke up with him the day before Thanksgiving. Alrighty.

Now, that stupid conov. It happened last night (12/20) over AIM. I actually intended it to be an appology conversation, since we'd still been fighting over hurt feelings. (Also, he's been trying to make me jealous of his stupid internet girlfriend, and has been succeeding.) I asked him if we were cool, and he said yes. But, I really don't believe he meant that. I tried to fake being nice so that I could at least pretend that things were okay between us...he didn't want that to happen. Man, I just hate him sooo much, and I don't know why I couldn't move on. But I feel now that I can, with help from Jerry's little "smack in the face".
So, as a result of that conversation I block Brian from everything, and I'm glad that this is winter break, so we won't have to see each other for 2 weeks, which will give us time to cool off. I've also realized the fact that we won't ever be friends or alright again, but I still need to accept that fact. I just have this nature about that I think everyone has where I want people to just like me and to have no enemies. What I could really use right now are some good friends to talk to and help me get over this problem...I did have a talk with my mom about it for the first time, and it helped a lot.

I now know that Brian and I could never work out in any relationship, and that I'm too good for his dumbass self. Even if he thinks that I didn't get hurt from this I did, and he needs a newsflash the next time he tells me it's not the same and it doesn't matter. I'm moving on very slowly from this, and pain needs time to heal. I hope that Jerry understands that, and hopefully he'll stick by my side the whole time I'm going through this shit. But, with that said, I still want people to know that I do need time to myself, even if I don't really want it. Thinking seems to help me cope.

Okay, I think I'm done with this entry. Haha, it's not like anyone will read this anyway, but it still feels good to get all of this crap off of my chest.


Brian is stupid.

xTheXNeedlex (8:43:45 PM): Hey, um, I don't want to fight anymore, so I wanna say sorry. And hopefully we can put all of this behind us, move on with our lives, and forget about each other (if you want to).
"Brian Ludwig" (8:44:18 PM): We don't have to forget about each other, sweets. o:
xTheXNeedlex (8:44:56 PM): Well, I just thought that might have been what you needed/wanted...but okay
"Brian Ludwig" (8:45:07 PM): I don't need anything.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:45:08 PM): I'm fine.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:45:09 PM): :3
xTheXNeedlex (8:45:30 PM): yuo need food, water, shelter...xD
"Brian Ludwig" (8:45:51 PM): xP
"Brian Ludwig" (8:47:14 PM): Well, ya.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:47:22 PM): Katherine's having problemssss.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:47:23 PM): :[
xTheXNeedlex (8:47:29 PM): with??
"Brian Ludwig" (8:47:38 PM): People in Chorale.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:47:38 PM): x.x
"Brian Ludwig" (8:47:57 PM): Rumors were spread, and now some of them don't like her as much I guess. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (8:48:02 PM): It's really bringing her down.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:48:03 PM): o:
xTheXNeedlex (8:48:18 PM): that sucks ballz
xTheXNeedlex (8:48:21 PM): D:
xTheXNeedlex (8:48:42 PM): [I guess I should add you back on Myspace. xP lol]
"Brian Ludwig" (8:49:48 PM): Yes plz. x3
xTheXNeedlex (8:50:27 PM): 'tis done. -needs acceptance-
"Brian Ludwig" (8:50:58 PM): Yaay.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:51:03 PM): I'm making a bulletin. xD
xTheXNeedlex (8:51:26 PM): coolio
"Brian Ludwig" (8:52:34 PM): Yeah, so, I'll check when it's done.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:52:35 PM): o:
"Brian Ludwig" (8:52:38 PM): Guess whaaaat?
xTheXNeedlex (8:53:04 PM): what??
"Brian Ludwig" (8:53:49 PM): I called Danielle yesterday.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:53:50 PM): :3
xTheXNeedlex (8:54:02 PM): ohhhhhhh????? how did that go????
"Brian Ludwig" (8:54:33 PM): It went for 2 and a half hours.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:54:34 PM): o:
"Brian Ludwig" (8:54:45 PM): From midnight to 2:30.
xTheXNeedlex (8:54:52 PM): whoa
xTheXNeedlex (8:55:03 PM): what'd you guys talk about for 2 and a half hours??
"Brian Ludwig" (8:55:11 PM): Who knows. xD
"Brian Ludwig" (8:55:20 PM): She talks really low and fast. :3
"Brian Ludwig" (8:55:25 PM): + SHe was real tired.
xTheXNeedlex (8:55:45 PM): do you mean quiet when you say low?
"Brian Ludwig" (8:55:59 PM): No, I mean like a black man. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (8:56:01 PM): Yes, quiet.
xTheXNeedlex (8:56:31 PM): For a second there I thought you meant like a black man when you first said she talks low. xD
xTheXNeedlex (8:56:36 PM): be specificcccccc
"Brian Ludwig" (8:56:55 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (8:57:04 PM): Like Chef off of South Park.
"Brian Ludwig" (8:57:07 PM): /notreally
xTheXNeedlex (8:57:36 PM): haha
xTheXNeedlex (8:59:27 PM): fekjrjksdskl;df accept mah request!
xTheXNeedlex (8:59:41 PM): plzes?
xTheXNeedlex (8:59:43 PM): ^_^
"Brian Ludwig" (9:00:04 PM): I'm still doing this surveeey.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:00:05 PM): xDD
xTheXNeedlex (9:00:13 PM): daaaaayuuuuum
xTheXNeedlex (9:01:18 PM): I got the magic stick, I know if I get hit once, I get hit twice.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:01:42 PM): o:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:01:44 PM): Quote?
xTheXNeedlex (9:02:05 PM): 50 Cent and Lil Kim- Magic Stick
xTheXNeedlex (9:02:11 PM): but pretty much, yeah.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:03:11 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:03:14 PM): Now you like rap?
xTheXNeedlex (9:03:30 PM): thanx to Jerryyyyy
xTheXNeedlex (9:03:31 PM): x_x
"Brian Ludwig" (9:03:35 PM): x.x
"Brian Ludwig" (9:03:40 PM): You don't have to change for him.
xTheXNeedlex (9:04:05 PM): I'm not doing it for him. He just introduced it to me, and I like it.
xTheXNeedlex (9:04:15 PM): some of it, anyway
"Brian Ludwig" (9:04:20 PM): Blah.
xTheXNeedlex (9:05:16 PM): Hey, let me send this song to you. I've had it since I was in 7th grade. you gotta listen to it.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:05:28 PM): >.>
xTheXNeedlex (9:05:36 PM): plzzzzz?
"Brian Ludwig" (9:05:50 PM): Sure.
ATTENTION (9:06:11 PM): File Transfer session initiated.
xTheXNeedlex (9:06:14 PM): Kay
xTheXNeedlex (9:06:51 PM): accept!
xTheXNeedlex (9:07:03 PM): thnx
"Brian Ludwig" (9:07:10 PM): I wasn't sure where to put it.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:07:11 PM): >>
xTheXNeedlex (9:07:18 PM): mhmmmm :P
"Brian Ludwig" (9:08:06 PM): Who's it by?
ATTENTION (9:08:17 PM): File transfer for 05 Love Game.m4a is complete.
xTheXNeedlex (9:08:38 PM): Insane Clown Posse
"Brian Ludwig" (9:09:20 PM): Ahhhh.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:09:20 PM): >>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:09:27 PM): MATT's music.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:09:28 PM): xD
xTheXNeedlex (9:09:35 PM): haha is it really?
"Brian Ludwig" (9:09:39 PM): Probably.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:09:39 PM): :3
xTheXNeedlex (9:09:47 PM): :P
"Brian Ludwig" (9:11:37 PM): Finally done.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:11:38 PM): xDD
xTheXNeedlex (9:11:47 PM): what is?
xTheXNeedlex (9:11:51 PM): the song?
"Brian Ludwig" (9:12:11 PM): The bulletin.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:12:12 PM): x3
xTheXNeedlex (9:12:15 PM): ohhhhh
xTheXNeedlex (9:12:18 PM): add meh!
"Brian Ludwig" (9:13:21 PM): Done.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:13:21 PM): :3
xTheXNeedlex (9:13:28 PM): Thank joo
"Brian Ludwig" (9:13:31 PM): >.>
xTheXNeedlex (9:18:19 PM): gross, skim milk
xTheXNeedlex (9:18:21 PM): x:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:18:36 PM): ya, skim milk is good for you.
xTheXNeedlex (9:18:49 PM): ewwwww, whole milk is betterrrrrr
"Brian Ludwig" (9:18:59 PM): Only if you've been drinking it your whol life.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:19:00 PM): x:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:19:11 PM): whole*
xTheXNeedlex (9:19:22 PM): Soooooo, it's got more good crap in it
xTheXNeedlex (9:19:31 PM): that will help you gain weight
"Brian Ludwig" (9:19:49 PM): I don't need to gain weight. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:19:57 PM): Drinking that stuff is like drinking cream.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:19:58 PM): Gross.
xTheXNeedlex (9:20:35 PM): No it's not. You've obviously never drank cream before. It's a hell of a lot thinker than whole milk
"Brian Ludwig" (9:21:02 PM): Depends what kind of cream you're drinking. o:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:21:04 PM): Which is weird.
xTheXNeedlex (9:21:31 PM): Why would you be drinking cream in the first place?
xTheXNeedlex (9:21:38 PM): oh wait, never mind on that
xTheXNeedlex (9:21:43 PM): I like hazelnut cream
xTheXNeedlex (9:21:50 PM): I drink that plain
"Brian Ludwig" (9:21:59 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:22:01 PM): Weirddd.
xTheXNeedlex (9:22:07 PM): No, gooooood
"Brian Ludwig" (9:22:14 PM): Weirddd.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:22:15 PM): x3
xTheXNeedlex (9:22:22 PM): Guuuuuuut
"Brian Ludwig" (9:22:35 PM): Not.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:22:36 PM): D;
xTheXNeedlex (9:22:43 PM): Eeeees
"Brian Ludwig" (9:22:53 PM): Nah.
xTheXNeedlex (9:23:14 PM): Yah
"Brian Ludwig" (9:23:35 PM): Nope. :]
xTheXNeedlex (9:23:44 PM): Si
"Brian Ludwig" (9:24:01 PM): No.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:24:02 PM): o:
xTheXNeedlex (9:24:06 PM): Yes. -_-
"Brian Ludwig" (9:24:12 PM): Weird.
xTheXNeedlex (9:24:14 PM): I <3 it
"Brian Ludwig" (9:24:33 PM): Still weird.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:24:34 PM): :]
xTheXNeedlex (9:24:56 PM): I still like it though
"Brian Ludwig" (9:25:21 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:25:32 PM): Well, whole milk is not as good for you as skim milk.
xTheXNeedlex (9:25:51 PM): You're right...it's better.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:26:03 PM): Nu-uh.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:26:17 PM): It's not better in any way.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:26:19 PM): <IMG hspace=5 src="file:///c:/program%20files/common%20files/aol/1152617369/ee/services/boxelytoolkit/ver1_4_29_1/resources/en-us/smiley_yellow_08.gif" smiley="yes" unselectable="on">
xTheXNeedlex (9:27:02 PM): Yes it is. It was a lot of more nutrients and protein, because the process of getting skim milk strips the milk of those things
"Brian Ludwig" (9:27:50 PM): It also clogs things and makes you fat. D:
xTheXNeedlex (9:28:44 PM): it only clogs things if you're fat in the first place, and you could always use a little more fat if you as skinny and you or I. Also, it's better for your bones. It'll make them stronger.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:29:01 PM): w/e
"Brian Ludwig" (9:29:02 PM): o:
xTheXNeedlex (9:29:27 PM): no, not w/e. it's true
xTheXNeedlex (9:29:28 PM): :P
"Brian Ludwig" (9:29:51 PM): If you say so.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:29:54 PM): Ms. Dairy.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:29:55 PM): 0:
xTheXNeedlex (9:30:30 PM): I do say so. xD and I am going to be a dairyologist when I grow up, just to let you know. lmao
"Brian Ludwig" (9:30:38 PM): xP
"Brian Ludwig" (9:30:41 PM): Or a rapper.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:30:49 PM): You've already got the beat.
xTheXNeedlex (9:30:57 PM): fa sho, son
xTheXNeedlex (9:31:00 PM): I could be both
xTheXNeedlex (9:31:09 PM): a rapping dairyologist
xTheXNeedlex (9:31:14 PM): that'd be so awesome
"Brian Ludwig" (9:33:33 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:33:42 PM): I'll stick with psychology.
xTheXNeedlex (9:34:37 PM): whatev...it's not as exciting, but that's you're prerogative
"Brian Ludwig" (9:34:48 PM): Okaaay.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:34:54 PM): It's exciting to me. :3
xTheXNeedlex (9:35:10 PM): 0_0
"Brian Ludwig" (9:35:16 PM): o.o;
xTheXNeedlex (9:35:27 PM): =-O
xTheXNeedlex (9:35:29 PM): +
xTheXNeedlex (9:35:39 PM): 8--------D
xTheXNeedlex (9:35:42 PM): =
xTheXNeedlex (9:35:45 PM): oral
"Brian Ludwig" (9:35:59 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:36:03 PM): ya, I know.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:36:29 PM): ( o ) ( o ) + :O = Oral too
xTheXNeedlex (9:36:50 PM): not really...
xTheXNeedlex (9:36:58 PM): are those boobs?
xTheXNeedlex (9:37:01 PM): or a butt?
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:06 PM): Boobs.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:07 PM): D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:10 PM): How's it a butt?
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:17 PM): It's Abbys, 'cause of the moles.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:18 PM): :B
xTheXNeedlex (9:37:24 PM): or Kyles. xD
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:26 PM): >.>
xTheXNeedlex (9:37:34 PM): j/k
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:40 PM): No, his butt would look like this:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:41 PM):    
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:43 PM): :3
"Brian Ludwig" (9:37:50 PM): Nothing.
xTheXNeedlex (9:37:56 PM): I got that
xTheXNeedlex (9:37:59 PM): :P
"Brian Ludwig" (9:38:06 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:39:14 PM): XoX2matt4u: nora just told me i've changed since middle school
xTheXNeedlex (9:39:23 PM): lolzzz
xTheXNeedlex (9:39:28 PM): he didn't know that??
"Brian Ludwig" (9:39:34 PM): XoX2matt4u: she says i'm weirder and more cockyk
XoX2matt4u
: *cocky

"Brian Ludwig" (9:39:40 PM): KiddChaosss: Awww.
KiddChaosss: True love.
KiddChaosss: xDDD

xTheXNeedlex (9:40:21 PM): haha
xTheXNeedlex (9:40:22 PM): nicee
"Brian Ludwig" (9:40:35 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (9:40:40 PM): She said "shut the fuck up"
"Brian Ludwig" (9:40:42 PM): o:
xTheXNeedlex (9:41:11 PM): awww, poor Matt. you hurt his feelings. O:<
"Brian Ludwig" (9:41:27 PM): He should get over Nora. 0:
xTheXNeedlex (9:41:51 PM): hahahahahaha........easy for you to say
"Brian Ludwig" (9:42:14 PM): Yes, it is. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:42:34 PM): They don't even like each other.
xTheXNeedlex (9:43:12 PM): well, you never know. He might still have feelings for her. Because, when you love a person those kind of feelings never fully go away.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:43:48 PM): Nora insults him all the time.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:43:48 PM): o:
xTheXNeedlex (9:45:02 PM): and it probably hurts everytime she does it, but it still doesn't change the fact that he still likes her. That's how it was when I liked CJ and he was mean to me. -_-
"Brian Ludwig" (9:46:38 PM): CJ was just stupid. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:46:42 PM): They had a normal break up.
xTheXNeedlex (9:47:40 PM): Sooooo, it's still similar. because she's mean to him after the break up like CJ was mean to me after the break up
xTheXNeedlex (9:48:00 PM): Matt didn't want to break up w/ her and I didn't want to break up w/ CJ
"Brian Ludwig" (9:48:05 PM): He told me he's over her anyway.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:48:09 PM): That was a while ago.
xTheXNeedlex (9:48:28 PM): Maybe he's lyiiiiing
xTheXNeedlex (9:48:52 PM): Time hasn't worked it's magic on Matt yet, I guess.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:49:08 PM): Says the girl. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:49:12 PM): Guys are differennnttttt.
xTheXNeedlex (9:49:42 PM): Hey, I get into intamate convos w/ Matt. Plus, since I'm a girl I have that extra sense to tell what's going on.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:49:55 PM): Sure you do.
xTheXNeedlex (9:50:01 PM): I do
xTheXNeedlex (9:51:12 PM): I can also tell that he probably wouldn't tell you the truth because he'd be afraid that you'd make some dumbass remark about it or make fun of him.
xTheXNeedlex (9:51:26 PM): or tell him to just get over it.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:51:52 PM): Sarah, be quiet. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:51:56 PM): I know how Matt works.
xTheXNeedlex (9:52:00 PM): I'm just saying that's probably how he feels
xTheXNeedlex (9:52:14 PM): obviously you don't know as well as you think you do
xTheXNeedlex (9:52:25 PM): afterall, he has changed since middle school
"Brian Ludwig" (9:52:42 PM): It doesn't matter. :B
"Brian Ludwig" (9:52:51 PM): You don't get guy relationships.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:52:55 PM): You're not a guy.
xTheXNeedlex (9:53:47 PM): I've known and been with enough of them to tell somewhat about it. and also, I just know because it's the way he talks about it. And I knew that Jerry liked me way before anything was ever mentioned of it.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:54:38 PM): It's better with Matt not to talk about it at all. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (9:55:06 PM): You don't know as much as you think you do. :B
xTheXNeedlex (9:55:42 PM): well, sometimes he just needs someone to talk to, but you wouldn't know that, because you're too busy making fun of him
"Brian Ludwig" (9:56:10 PM): I don't always make fun of him, don't stereotype me like that.
xTheXNeedlex (9:56:51 PM): it's not stereotyoing you. I'm just saying what I'm observing.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:57:06 PM): Well, then don't judge me. D:
xTheXNeedlex (9:57:32 PM): I'm not judging you. I'm telling you what I see you do.
"Brian Ludwig" (9:58:19 PM): And I'm telling you that you don't see everything that I do. :B
xTheXNeedlex (9:59:09 PM): No you aren't. You were saying that I'm judging you, which would be saying that I'm making assumptions, which I'm not, because I'm just observing
xTheXNeedlex (9:59:41 PM): also, I see you do it a lot, and Matt sees you do it a lot, and I'm just telling you what I think he feels, okay??
"Brian Ludwig" (9:59:54 PM): Okay, well, it's insulting. D;
xTheXNeedlex (10:00:29 PM): well, I'm sorry that it came off that way
xTheXNeedlex (10:08:42 PM): kayyyy
xTheXNeedlex (10:08:50 PM): so, where's Danielle?
"Brian Ludwig" (10:09:04 PM):  Gone, somewhere. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:09:12 PM): I heard she had a nice talk with you, for once.
xTheXNeedlex (10:09:25 PM): yes, that is true
xTheXNeedlex (10:09:34 PM): she's actually pretty cool
"Brian Ludwig" (10:10:01 PM): I know. :3
xTheXNeedlex (10:11:17 PM): fa sho, nig.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:11:24 PM): ya.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:11:25 PM): >>
"Brian Ludwig" (10:11:32 PM): She's fun to talk to.
xTheXNeedlex (10:11:59 PM): mhmmm
"Brian Ludwig" (10:12:11 PM): >.>
xTheXNeedlex (10:14:29 PM): Jerry's fun to talk to, too.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:15:07 PM): Good.
xTheXNeedlex (10:16:06 PM): yes, it is
xTheXNeedlex (10:20:05 PM): lmnop
"Brian Ludwig" (10:20:12 PM): Whaa?
"Brian Ludwig" (10:20:13 PM): D:
xTheXNeedlex (10:20:32 PM): No-thiiiiiing
xTheXNeedlex (10:20:41 PM): just being random, because you stopped talkiiiiing
"Brian Ludwig" (10:21:07 PM): Ohhh.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:21:14 PM): You don't have to talk to me if you don't wanna. D:
xTheXNeedlex (10:21:59 PM): um, excuse me, if I didn't wanna then I wouldn't be trying
xTheXNeedlex (10:22:00 PM): -_-
"Brian Ludwig" (10:22:49 PM): ;-;
"Brian Ludwig" (10:22:54 PM): Sorry, then.
xTheXNeedlex (10:23:01 PM): do you not want to talk to me?
"Brian Ludwig" (10:23:18 PM): I didn't say that. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:23:24 PM): Just have nothing to talk about right now.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:23:24 PM): x.x
xTheXNeedlex (10:23:30 PM): okay then
xTheXNeedlex (10:25:17 PM): brb
"Brian Ludwig" (10:25:29 PM): Kay. o:
xTheXNeedlex (10:28:00 PM): back
"Brian Ludwig" (10:28:11 PM): Hiii. o:
xTheXNeedlex (10:28:42 PM): hello
"Brian Ludwig" (10:28:48 PM): Mysapce won't let me reply to Nadia. D:
xTheXNeedlex (10:29:04 PM): that's ghey! x_x
"Brian Ludwig" (10:29:09 PM): I know.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:29:09 PM): x.x
xTheXNeedlex (10:32:33 PM): I think I'm going to start being Jewish
xTheXNeedlex (10:32:36 PM): mhm mhm
"Brian Ludwig" (10:32:55 PM): Oye vey.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:32:55 PM): D:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:36:06 PM): >.>
"Brian Ludwig" (10:36:10 PM): Jews aren't so great.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:36:14 PM): They have flat butts.
xTheXNeedlex (10:36:35 PM): Well, then, I'd bring sexy to the Jewish name.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:36:55 PM): xD
"Brian Ludwig" (10:36:58 PM): Just a nice ass.
xTheXNeedlex (10:38:23 PM): No, the whole sexiness
"Brian Ludwig" (10:38:57 PM): >.>
xTheXNeedlex (10:39:09 PM): you'z so jealous
"Brian Ludwig" (10:39:42 PM): Nah.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:39:42 PM): :3
xTheXNeedlex (10:39:49 PM): yah
"Brian Ludwig" (10:40:10 PM): Nah.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:40:11 PM): xD
xTheXNeedlex (10:40:27 PM): Hate-er.
xTheXNeedlex (10:40:29 PM): lol
xTheXNeedlex (10:41:38 PM): wow, Danielle's back
"Brian Ludwig" (10:41:43 PM): Yep.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:41:45 PM): She was napping.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:41:46 PM): 0:
xTheXNeedlex (10:41:57 PM): ohhhhh, like you do
xTheXNeedlex (10:41:59 PM): hehe
"Brian Ludwig" (10:42:11 PM): She woke up at 7 today. D:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:42:15 PM): And it was her day off.
xTheXNeedlex (10:42:24 PM): I heard she woke up that early
xTheXNeedlex (10:42:39 PM): day off from work?
"Brian Ludwig" (10:42:49 PM): School.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:42:50 PM): o:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:43:00 PM): Like us.
xTheXNeedlex (10:43:09 PM): ahhh, yes
xTheXNeedlex (10:45:36 PM): so, you stop talking to me now, eh, 'cause your chichy's back? haha j/p
xTheXNeedlex (10:45:43 PM): chicky*
"Brian Ludwig" (10:46:10 PM): xP
"Brian Ludwig" (10:46:20 PM): I'm still talking, watchu talkin' about? o:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:46:25 PM): Where's Jerry?
xTheXNeedlex (10:46:32 PM): talking to me on AIM
"Brian Ludwig" (10:46:50 PM): Ah.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:46:51 PM): xP
"Brian Ludwig" (10:46:55 PM): I didn't think he was on.
xTheXNeedlex (10:47:41 PM): he wasn't earlier, but he got on at 10:00
"Brian Ludwig" (10:47:55 PM): Ahhh.
"Brian Ludwig" (10:47:55 PM): >>
xTheXNeedlex (10:51:34 PM): -cries-
"Brian Ludwig" (10:51:40 PM): What? D:
xTheXNeedlex (10:52:00 PM): Jerry won't comment my new picture, because he's too busy playing euchre
"Brian Ludwig" (10:52:12 PM): Playing what? xD
xTheXNeedlex (10:52:37 PM): a card game
"Brian Ludwig" (10:52:55 PM): D:
"Brian Ludwig" (10:53:07 PM): omg, wut uh bast-erd.
xTheXNeedlex (10:53:14 PM): mhm T_T
xTheXNeedlex (10:58:47 PM): he's being a little poo
"Brian Ludwig" (10:59:22 PM): What an asshole?
"Brian Ludwig" (10:59:23 PM): xD
xTheXNeedlex (10:59:45 PM): mmm...
xTheXNeedlex (11:13:00 PM): hmmm...we used to have endless conversations on IM...
xTheXNeedlex (11:13:09 PM): just remenessing
"Brian Ludwig" (11:13:14 PM): xD
"Brian Ludwig" (11:13:21 PM): ya, until you broke up with me.
"Brian Ludwig" (11:13:22 PM): :3
xTheXNeedlex (11:13:35 PM): haha >:P
"Brian Ludwig" (11:14:09 PM): ;P
xTheXNeedlex (11:14:15 PM): that wasn't needed.
"Brian Ludwig" (11:14:22 PM): Sorry.
"Brian Ludwig" (11:14:23 PM): >>
xTheXNeedlex (11:14:27 PM): no you're not
"Brian Ludwig" (11:14:40 PM): Yes huh.
"Brian Ludwig" (11:14:41 PM): D:
"Brian Ludwig" (11:14:50 PM): Don't tell me I'm not.
xTheXNeedlex (11:15:18 PM): Well, you're not, because if you were then you wouldn't have said it in the first place. -_-
"Brian Ludwig" (11:15:48 PM): That's what sorry was created for. -.-
"Brian Ludwig" (11:15:56 PM): For having regret of doing/saying things.
xTheXNeedlex (11:16:30 PM): No, you mean what you say. Why would someone be sorry for saying what they mean?
"Brian Ludwig" (11:16:55 PM): Then you tell me someone would say sorry at all.
xTheXNeedlex (11:17:42 PM): It's a stupid word, and it loses it's purpose after being said some much, especially when it isn't meant
"Brian Ludwig" (11:18:06 PM): Some people are very apologetic.
xTheXNeedlex (11:18:42 PM): well, then they need to be more careful of what they say or do...and if they keep messing up like that, then they must not care.
"Brian Ludwig" (11:19:07 PM): Sarah, if you're gonna tell me how horrible I am, then I don't want you to talk to me. D:
xTheXNeedlex (11:19:56 PM): I'm not saying that you're horrible, but fine. I don't want to talk to you anyway. You're mean to me, and you don't care. Good bye.



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